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well i was thinking of letting my blog rot and die but i just had the sudden urge to blog!
i really don't know what in the world am i doing online when i am having my mt Os tmrw.i just feel darn scared.
you know.i feel like i haven't really studied much or done much for this paper.like i have just been slacking all the while and it is only now that the realisation pours in.
it is awful.i desperately need an a1 for this paper!
like seriously man.i promise i will take this paper again next year if i miss a1 this time around.

i can't stand the fact that i have to go back to school almost everyday for lessons and cca.what is the whole damn point of holidays when they are just filled with lessons,cca sessions and hwk.
talking about hwk.i have got a big pile of hwk to complete!
it is just so awful.we don't even get to slack and be happy during holidays.
we are always filled with thoughts of studies,school and exams.
i really don't get the whole point of studying so much.
you know people always say live everyday like it is the last day of your life.
tell me who would want to spend the last day of their life going to school,sleeping during lessons,going for cca,doing homework and worrying about exams!
oh wells.

i really wish that time will pass more slowly.i am soon gonna be sitting in front of my olevel tamil paper.
i really pity the sec fours man.
just one paper is freaking me out so much and there they are preparing to take 6-8 papers.
it will be our turn next year!
well a whole year of hell i suppose.
i guess i should go and revise!
bye world.

hey everybody.
exams are over and i finally get to come online.cool man.
i guess exams were kinnda bad.hahaha actually some were very bad.
especially physics paper 2.
just because somebody is tall doesn't give them the rights to set a difficult paper right!?
actually it was kinnda funny
i was like flipping from the first page to the last page and there was hardly anything i could do.
well, its over and i guess the most important thing would be to work hard for Os so i shall not be demoralised.yeah.
at least i get to slack for three months before i have got to kill more brain cells.
massacre killing of braincells!

anyway after exams today screamed,jumped and tore papers!haha.
then went to ang mo kio library with liling,kat,amelia and yee min.
borrowed books(i love the daughters of the moon series!its frigging nice)
and then went to seoul for lunch.man i suck at cooking.
okay like the world doesn't know that.haha.
we had a plate of failures and i contributed the most to it.
yea that just goes to show my generosity.
well kathleen was the worst.she took spaghetti with satay sauce instead of spaghetti sauce!
haha.later rented breakup and went to yeemin's house to watch it.
gosh it was horrible.it was frigging boring that i could have just slept.
we should have just rented some other movie!

i am so tired now.
i want to go to vivocity.the newest and biggest shopping mall in singapore!
its like opening tomorrow.
i really want to go there and pig out.haha.
i want to go to the gym too.
i want to go to the airport and drool:))
i want to watch movies and etc.
did i mention i like jesse metclafe!his lips are damn nice!
another crush:))

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

i love this song-you will be safe here-

hey world
i am just sick and tired of studying
i just need a break from all those nothern ireland conflict man!
it is indeed contradicting how i keep wishing that eoys will end soon and at the same time i don't want eoys to start.
well as a matter of fact exams have already started.
i just took my html paper today and it sucked!
i was trying real hard to understand the comprehensions and obviously i didn't if not i wouldn't be sitting here complaining.
the best part was paper 1!the questions were seriously dumb.
dumb questions make students appear dumb.
i have planned everything i want to do after exams and sad to say i am not prepared for exams.

i just can't wait for exams to be over and i'll not touch my books again till next year.
just the thought of next year makes me wanna run away to somewhere far away where books are forbidden.
haha.

i am totally obsessed with within temptations now(courtesy of kathleen)!

All of my memories keep you near.
In silent moments,Imagine you'd be here.
All of my memories keep you near,
Your silent whispers, silent tears

here is an update!

thursday
teachers' day celebrations
the aces day workout was quite fun.we had a drummer and he was damn cool!
then had some concert thang and it was sorta nice and damn funny.
mrs wong lian hui came back to school but she left before we were dismissed so didn't get a chance to talk to her.she is like one of the best teachers i have met so far!
then we waited in class to surprise mrs chong and she seemed quite happy.
later gave presents to teachers and left for ps to meet kayi,sin yee and xin yu.
shi yun joined us later.
bought lunch and sneaked it into the cinemas!haha.
watched love wrecked.it was sorta fine but not as funny and nice as she is the man.
jonathan benett(?)is cute and sweet.he has some resemblance to kaka!!
later walked around,ate ice cream and had dinner at pizza hut.
there was this guy there who looked exactly like paul two hill!
if only he had a long fringe and was slimmer he would be a clone of paul two hill!

friday
it was a usual slacky day spent sleeping,reading fanfiction and watching television.

saturday
was supposed to go jogging in the morning but being a pig i couldn't get up early so gave jogging a miss and didn't go to cp to see the singapore idols too!

i seriously feel that holidays are too short!
its only one pathetic week which will probably pass at a speed faster than sound or light.
however the teachers never seem to realise this and they just give us tons of homework and the bonus is eoys!!
i think i am just gonna go nuts studying.
sometimes it feels like i am gonna do badly even if i study like there is nothing better that i wanna to do other than studying so whats the whole point of studying!
i know it sounds corny and all but it is meant to make some sense
i needa start revisions soon and i bet the soon is never gonna come.haha.

desire'

sick.

it has been a real long and awful week.
recieved some of the results and some of them are real awful.
i have got to be the biggest joker in this world!
can you believe it?i actually wrote i know that the substance is water as it has a melting point of 100 degree celsius!
haha.it is actually sorta funny.

teachers' day is coming and i seriously don't know what to give the teachers.
mrs chong treated us to ben and jerrys cos of our cleanest class and i ate
despite having a terrible sore throat and its worse now.
i can't talk or laugh properly.hurts.

there is lotsa stuff to do though the tests are over.
what a sad life we lead!

i know this post is totally awful and random.
too bad i can't seem to be able to blog properly!

tests are all over:))
mrs chong is going to treat us to ben and jerry's because of the cleanest class thing:))
:))

went jogging with kayi and sin yee today.
it was all so useless cos i ate a lot after jogging.
pizzaed for lunch and i ate a lot.
went to kayi's house after that
drooled at aaron carter
insulted jesse.haha.
watched scary movie 4 then headed home.
later went out for dinner and more pigging!
haha so you can just imagine how much calories i must have gained.
i am a loser at losing weight!
i want to go to the gym!!!

:)):((